I’m sitting here in the back of an SUV, next to my bikes and
bags, getting ready for bed. It’s at the end of a long road trip and it’s got
me thinking what the heck am I doing here? Tonight, and for the next 4 nights
I’ll cuddling up with carbon, as I sleep in the back of a car, to save some
cash. I wouldn’t say it’s ideal, but there is something about it that gives me
a sense of commitment to my goals.
At the end of long training blocks, or long racing trips, or
anytime that I’m specifically tired, I get very thoughtful. Sometimes it’s with
a big grin on my face, thinking, “how in the hell did I manage to have such an
awesome trip”. Sometimes it’s a little less enthusiastic, “how did I mess that
up so bad?” This time it’s somewhere in between, fitting, because I’m somewhere
between where I was and where I’m trying to get to.
It all began about a month ago, back home in Pullman.
Although home is hardly a proper term since I moved to Pullman only about 5
weeks prior. But it was long enough to start to feel comfortable. As my
training was starting to come around (more on this later), I was gearing up for
the first bout of races in the south west. I had 4 US Cup races on my calendar,
some back to back weekends, some with time in between. I was left wondering how
I was going to hit them all. Races 1 and 2 were, obvious, drive down, race, and
stay with an uncle in LA. But then there were 2 weeks off, so I decided I’d
take a buddy up on his offer to come stay with him up in Pinetop, AZ at 7000
ft. I thought of it as being a little altitude training camp. Then came round
3, so back to LA. But the final round is Sea Otter up in Monterey. I wasn’t too
sure on how to handle that, so I kind of said I’d wing it. All told, it would
be a long time on the road, 6+ weeks and lots of time in the car.
The only good part of the drive down, Idaho |
The drive from Pullman to LA, was awful. I’ll admit that the
first few hours were beautiful as I drove through Idaho and the mountains and
canyons that came with it. But as I hit Nevada, it got flatter and more boring.
I ended up driving on what I now know is called the loneliest road in America.
It lives up to it’s name. After a full day of driving and some sleep, I made it
to LA and pre rode the course at Bonelli. If you had a chance to check out the
coverage, you might have seen how difficult the course is, but in either case,
here’s my take. The Bonelli course is difficult because of all the
accelerating. Not just out of corners, but up hills. There is lots of climbing,
and it’s all the kind of climbing that I’m awful at, very steep, very slow, and
loose. I’m just a little too heavy still, and just don’t quiet have the skill
or strength to make it up those types of climbs gracefully. After pre riding on
Friday, I knew it would be a hard race.
The logs at bonelli. Kind of dumb, but very challenging. |
Not from the course, but a picture from the top of Bonelli Park, overlooking San Dimas |
And it was. I was pulled after 4 laps, with a similar
feeling in my body that I had last year. I didn’t have the top end, and I
didn’t have the power to weight to excel at that course. You truly have to
attack every single corner, hill, or obstacle to be successful there. You have
to be on, and I wasn’t on yet. Plain and simple I wasn’t good enough. So what
did I need to do better? I think a large part of it was training. Both my
training just wasn’t there yet, and I’m just not strong enough period to be
able to fake it, if that’s even possible at Bonelli. When I say my training
wasn’t there yet I mean that my training hadn’t gotten to the intensity early
enough. This is partly by design, it’s a long season, and I need to pace
myself, but I also dealt with injury in late January and February, so I was set
back there as well. But what else? Focus. My focus was a little off. Part of
this is feeling unprepared, and then not caring as much. But that doesn’t mean
I can take the race off. I need to still prepare like it’s game time, because
it is. This contributed to me holding back a lot too. I wasn’t aggressive, and
I was trying to conserve. XCO is just too short to hold back very much.
So I learned some lessons from Bonelli, but I feel that I
both had a better race, and learned biger lessons from the next race, Fontana.
Fontana is an awesome course, very old school with a longer technical climb and
then one long downhill full of big hit technical corners and high speeds.
Thursday, I got out to the course to pre ride, but to practice going fast and
hard on course, something I hadn’t done at Bonelli. I did 4 laps. The first 2
were solid, but more for learning the course. The second 2 were all out, as
hard as I could. I took my laps times from those laps, as well as HR and Power
data and tried to understand what type of pace I could hold for the entire race
time. I figured out that I maintain 17:30 laps, by staying within myself. So I
set myself a goal, be consistent, and do 6 17 minute laps.
In Between Bonelli and Fontana I did some riding on the back bone trail and on the roads in Malibu |
Friday, I chilled at home, and did my openers on the road near
my uncles place, something I would regret later. Saturday, the call up
procedure was a little screwy, made worse by what I learned that if you didn’t
check in Friday, you lost your call up spot and got put to the back, damn. So I
was near the back and got caught up in a crash on the first straight of the
race just past the start line. Some dude crossed in front of me and took out my
front wheel. I went down quick, but I
was back up and riding even quicker. The race starts out down a series of long
flat straights before hitting some single track and finally up a long road
climb. I was dealing with traffic and trying to move up the whole time, and
once I got to the single track I was standing still, finally we made it through
and up the climb, but again I was waiting for riders in front of me. But out of
all this, what had me the most worried, was at the end of lap 1, after all
those issues, I still turned a 17 minute lap. Meaning I probably went out too
hard. So I did my best to stay within myself, but I was pulled out another 17
minute lap, then another, and another. I knew I couldn’t keep it up, but I was
too invested to stop now. On lap 5, about 45 minutes in, I stated to pay for my
efforts and pulled a 19 minute lap, and was pulled. For my troubles, I did
finish in the top 60, better than bonelli, and was happy with my race in
general.
I feel like I raced very well, I paced myself ok, but the
legs just didn’t have the top end yet, the intensity just wasn’t there yet. I
am learning to feel the legs better and better and in some ways that’s
incredible, but in some ways that’s not. It’s good to understand the body and
know where you are, because that means you can get to where you want to be. But
allowing yourself to use that as a crutch, feeling that your legs are not 100%,
and then you allow yourself to go a little bit easier. It’s tough to do, but
you really have to give it your all every time you race. I feel that this is a
major difference between racing on the road and racing off road. The trend to shorter
and more technical courses has made the races harder, but in a different way.
It doesn’t matter how hard you go, you just can’t get as tired racing for 90
minutes as you can racing for 3 or 4. This means that there is never any reason
to hold back. I’ve noticed that those who attack every ride or race are the
ones who excel.
Next time, I’ll continue talking about my trip, and the training
I did up at 7000+ feet, thanks for reading!
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